October 28, Sayonara Bye - Bye.

It's been an awesome year using Blogger.

I really enjoyed my time using Blogger, but I think it's time to move on to something else. No worries, the previous posts shall be preserved and maybe one day, just maybe, I MAY start posting here again. But for now, dear readers, click the link below and enter the new world!

http://life-in-a-frenchfry.weebly.com

(P.S.: Don't forget to tag and relink!)

Adieu Blogger, thou shalt be missed.

Ezekiel

October 14, False Pretense

How many months has it been since I said I'd change my blogskin? I lost count.

Straightened my hair on Sunday, and Monday and Tuesday were AWESOME TTM WITH A BIG FAT CHERRY ON TOP. As usual, nothing beats drinking a mean protein shake after a great workout.

Did a rigorous upper - body workout (hey, I haven't worked out in months so if I say it's rigorous I mean it's rigorous. Copy?) on Monday, which left me literally wobbling after I was done. Pushed my self to the limit and I love the sensation.

Went to Tampines Swimming Complex with Desmond on Tuesday. Desmond taught me how to do a proper breast - stroke and we promised ourselves that we wouldn't leave the pool until we did 20 good laps. We left as tired, hammered, and extremely satisfied people.

Had to cancel my training appointment with Desmond today due to extreme body pain, gaaah. Went out with David instead, and I finally got some new threads. After that, we went to Tampines 1 and my mood went downhill all the way. Seriously - it's a major turn off to see badly dressed paikias and matreps. Blech.

As usual, I've been reading alot this few days. If only I had taken up reading earlier in the holidays, I could've finished several important books by now. Well moping won't do anyone any good, and most importantly I hope that I'll have recovered significantly by tomorrow. That way, I'll be able to continue working out according to schedule.

Cue inspirational music and training montage,
Ezekiel

October 10, It's Over.

Ever since I saw the tarot card "The Death" in my dream last night I've been thinking about something the whole morning. I couldn't quite put my finger on it, but I think it makes sense now. I feel that it's time I broke away from you.

I remember meeting you approximately one year ago at some Poly event. There was something about you which really caught my eye. I was elated. I had finally found an equal. Despite the fact that you remained constantly out of my reach, I plowed on with determination. I knew I could win you over with time.

Then again, maybe I shouldn't have done so. I've wasted one year yearning for a girl. In return, all I feel is a lack of appreciation and may I add that it's very frustrating to wait for hours or even days just for a reply to a message? Oh please, don't tell me you're that busy.

I'm sick of it all. Sick of waiting. Sick of hoping. Sick of hanging on. "The Death" probably means that it's time to seek closure. Like the Click Five song goes,

"There's no easy way to say goodbye,

So baby just say goodnight"

Goodbye for good.
Ezekiel

October 6, Life in Grayscale.

Spent Monday with Wei Xun and company. We were supposed to go to Marina Barrage for our potluck party, but thanks to the rainy weather we couldn't go. Nontheless. The potluck party at Wei Xun's house was awesome!

We went to E-hub after the potluck to catch Phobia 2, and I swear that I am never going to Thailand EVER. However, thanks to constant comments from Brandon Loo and I, the movie sounded more like a comedy than a horror movie.

I immediately regretted cracking so many jokes when walking from E-hub to Pasir Ris MRT interchange.

I absolutely hate the weather. I want to work out. I want to keep fit. The weather isn't helping me in anyway. I have to get stronger. WAY stronger. Hmm? I suddenly feel like learning how to cook.

He who craves for so much yet gives so little
Ezekiel

Letting go.

Dear (whoever feels I have treated them unfairly),

First of all I would like to extend my deepest, most heartfelt apology to you. Whoever was wrong or whoever was right, it doesn't really matter now. All I can say now is a simple sorry.

To those whom I have done injustice. I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me. Everybody makes mistakes, whether in terms of judgement or any other way possible. However, when we look back at those mistakes 10 years later or something, I hope we'll be laughing at it together.

To those whom have done me disservice. I feel that maybe you have your reasons for doing so. Whatever they may be I won't pursue them. I see no purpose in wasting my life away hating people, and shall instead follow what God wants me to do for now: forgive and love.

That's something this world can use now, more than ever.
Ezekiel

Rhetorical War

Rhetorical War

Today I’m sitting down, pondering about the past,
Wondering how things soured, wondering who I can trust.
Where I am I see humanity at its worst,
Everyone embroiled in a power struggle aiming to be first.

Lost behind who’s right or who’s wrong,
The only thing I can do is pretend to be strong,
Lies, Secrecy, Hypocrisy, Betrayal too,
If I trusted you when you said you wear no mask I’d be a fool.

Sometimes I wonder if this is the right thing to do,
Despite whatever is happening we were once friends too.
I now wish that the sands of time have yet to fall,
For all I see now is a rhetorical war.

- Ezekiel Ryan Ho

October 4

Ciaossu.

I know I haven't sprayed fresh graffiti on this wall in ages, but I've been mondo busy recently. . . sorta. I'm actually thinking of making this blog more graphical. In English, I'm thinking of adding more pictures instead of words.

Probably creating a blogshop soon, need to find a reliable supplier though. Then of course, I'll have to apply some Marketing strategies. Sorry, I think I'm pms-ing again: That means post marketing syndrome. Can I hear a *giggle* *giggle*?

Next up. I'll be posting another Ezekiel Ryan Ho original on this blog soon. Penned it down while I was thinking of. . . stuff.

Over and out,
Ezekiel